WHO IS THE 2ND GREATEST DESIRE OF MY HEART – The woman of my dreams. The woman who is as much in love with Christ as I am. The woman who is free enjoys being controlled but is free in the knowledge that She chooses to have it that way, respecting the one she loves, a submission woman, a very confident, intelligent, caring, sensitive, creative woman who has integrity, a great sense of humor, quick wit, totally aware of Her surroundings, open minded, full of passion, passionate about life and people.
She wants to be the center of my universe. She wants to be able to provide for My every need and care. But more then that She want to be able to be shaped and mole into the image that She needs to become. She sees in Me, someone who see Her achieving a much higher, much greater status. She see that I believe more in Her than She believe in herself. She knows that what I want is to be able to bask in Her new image, the image that I helped create through encouragement, support, mentoring and coaching Her. To achieve these goals She relies on a combination of love, respect, honesty, discipline, training and Leadership from Me.
She loves being My angel which goes without saying. She loves Me as much for who I am as for who I will become with or without guidance. She loves that She is my total world after the Lord. Her eyes light up when I walks into the room and She takes great pride in My successes. She holds the most tender part of My heart and has the greatest power to hurt Me.
Her love for Me would not be possible without Christ’s love and respect. She feels pride in that she can hold Her own in the outside world and still submit to Me. She holds the greatest respect for the gift She has given Me and I take great pains to increase it’s value. It is extremely important to Her to know I can be with any woman and yet I choose to be with Her.
She knows that this makes discipline, obedience, self awareness, and coach-ability a priority in our lives, more important than in some other relationships. In order for Her to be My angel there must be real trust, She know I means what I says. She understands to be the best that She can possibly be, that I must stand firm. She looks forward to My experience in life and My knowledge of her to provide proper direction, coaching, and punishment when the need arises. She feels free to express Her thoughts and feelings to me.
She knows and understands that if I don’t enforce discipline, the respect She has for Me becomes a tenuous thing. She realizes if that She can manipulate Me out of punishing Her, She begins to lose respect and the ability to empower becomes impeded. She understands that it becomes increasingly difficult to be possessed and loved by someone you do not respect.
This takes great courage and strength on my part. It takes strength to control Her, and to shape Her to each others needs and desires. She takes strength knowing that I am Her confidant, Her shoulder, Her anchor. She knows that it takes strength to let Her out into the world when all I wants to do is hold Her safe in my arms. And it takes strength to do what is necessary when She needs to be corrected and disciplined.
She love Me because I provides something else that is very important to My angel….. acceptance. She feels safe in My arms because I know Her, everything about Her, and I still love Her. When she comes to Me she knows that I knows all of Her dirty little secrets and it doesn’t matter to Me, She is beautiful in my sight and that I love Her with all My heart, mind, body, soul and spirit for we are one.
This balance is necessary to My angel because it allows all parts of Her to be nourished, leading to an incredibly fulfilling relationship.
My angel verbalizes that feeling, and adds a dimension of warmth, caring, and ritual that it’s participants crave. There is something infinitely magical about Our relationship. Perhaps it is something only myself and my angel can appreciate.
The woman in my dreams that I have had seen since I was 10 years old, I see her face clearly, those eyes the long hair, the hair color is brunette(RED), dark brown or black. But what really stands out is the face and the eyes, those eyes that touch my very soul to the deepest part of my core. That is what I am looking for.
She is the one that is seeking a Dominant man, a true romance, an submissive who is sophisticated independent woman who’s self reliant, and has so much more. Who cherish long afternoons with Me. Who’s spontaneous, obedience, a bit mischievous and the unexpected is equally to anticipation.
She have a good sense of humor and have the patience of a saint (questionable I think).
She is strong, independent, intelligent, smart, clear headed, open mindedness, eyes that are open to seeing all the wonders and beauty that surrounds her, spiritual in the knowledge of the gift and mercy that Yeshua Messiah/Christ has given Her through HIS teachings on the showing the way by taking one’s own cross by dying to this world and that She has excepted this that the Kingdom of Heaven and Yeshua/Christ the Son of the One Who Has No Name is within Her giving Her inner peace, knowing and having integrity, honesty, being witty, sensitive, caring, kind hearted, loving, passionate about living and life itself, affection, an one man woman, openness, understanding, bold, fearless, submissive, showing respect, intuitive, positive, a learner, a reader, a thinker, a planner, a mastermind, a student, a teacher, a leader, a people person, a lover of all. Lover of Christ.
She always find the positive side of life. She have a lot of love to give Me, She loves through being obedient, submissive and willingness to learn.
She is an one (Dominant) man (submissive)woman and very loyal who Loves being with Me always, whether outside in gardening, horseback riding, camping, going for long walks or just enjoying the day with Me as we serve The One Who Has No Name.
She loves to cuddle, give and receive massages. She a good listener and try to converse on any subject ect. A very open minded, non judgmental, honest and upfront person.
She’s looking for a Dominant man, a leader, a best friend, a lover, a soulmate. She loves the firm arm around her while we are together. She loves being discipline and given direction when She needs it most.
She has a great sense of awareness with a good sense of humour and is loving, communicates well, along with honesty and integrity which is a must in any relationship. Has a great fondness for creation.
So I have put it out there, when will She come into my life I have no idea. She will be a perfect woman for me in my eyes she will be perfect with all her false and facets.